but ultimately this was the story I wanted to tell.

And I think it's a story that needs to be told. As much as I LOVE Arashi, I think fandom gets caught up a little too much in the happy sunshine and rainbows that Arashi tends to spew in boatloads (I love, don't get me wrong) but there are five of them and it's bound to be complicated.

I want more complicated in fandom!